If you're sorry, please don't be.

Something happened on the first day back to school, and it reminded me of you. =[
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Don't be sorry. Please? It was my plan, it's my fault. Yes, it might have made me really sad, but see, now you're really happy. I wanted you to be happy so don't say sorry. I really care about you, and I really want you to be happy, no matter what that means. If that means you being happy with someone else and not me, then well, I guess that's life. Last time, this was also what I wanted to happen, and I got it. Yes, I may be sad, but that's not the point. So, if you're reading this, I should be the one saying sorry. For not telling you last time, for putting you through all this, for leaving it 2+ years too late.
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Anyway, enough about that for now, today I didn't go to school because I woke up late, again. I woke up at 8:45 on Wednesday, first day back to school, and got to school at 9:00, just when they were about to dismiss home groups to their specific areas. Today, it was worse. I woke up and looked at the time, it read 10:01. I had already missed basically 1 and a 1/2 lessons, so I didn't see much point going, especially the next two lessons were Info Tech. Besides, I was so tired that I actually managed to go to sleep again almost instantly.

Oh, and I don't know why, but for the past 2 days, I've been turning off my alarms, yes, alarms, one is from my phone alarm and the other is the clock alarm, without being consciously awake. This isn't normally the case. If either rings I normally turn them off while I'm consciously awake. I guess jetlag has really gotten to me hey? Plus the fact that while I was in Malaysia I had the luxury of getting up at 10 or 11AM or at times even 12 PM, which is in between 12:30 PM and 2:30 PM in Adelaide.
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That, is a PaperMate collectible strap. In between the Paper and the Mate are two red hearts so it makes perfect sense they would give you a collectible like the picture shows.

2 hearts are beating together, I'm in love, Woo! I'm in love, woo!
Reminded me of Kylie Minogue's song. Oh, and no, that's not mine.
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Anyway, it's close to 12 AM, and since I skipped school today, my parents are forcing me to sleep at 12 AM so I can get 8 hours of sleep and actually wake up on time for school.

Byes!
Tyr
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My broken heart, for her happy one.

What can I say? I was always in danger of liking her again if I went back. And I did. I thought by now she would have a boyfriend, and she does. So my plan did work out after all, the plan of not telling her anything at all about me liking her while I was still living in Malaysia. It worked to perfection. I made it look like I liked someone else while I was living in Malaysia (I'm sorry you-should-know-I'm-talking-about-you) and it worked. (I'm really sorry [if you read my blog you know I'm talking about you])

The girl I liked in reality had no clue, or so I think, and she could just live her life the way she was at the time, and in the future, get a boyfriend, which she has, without any regrets or anything like it. Even though I left Malaysia, I still had that feeling for her, but I held it in. I held it in, for so long, even getting close to vanishing it completely but failing, until the first trip (just came back from it) I made to Malaysia since migrating to Australia.

The bubble that was protecting the secret from getting out was popped by me. I just had to tell her. It was getting close to driving me nuts. Also, since she asked, so well, I basically told her. I had worked so so very hard, to not let her know, and I ruined it. You know sometimes the decisions I make, man, they can be really Really REALLY stupid sometimes.

Now, well, I'm left with a broken heart, but no worries. She's happy, which is good. Just not with me, with some other guy. The guy's name is J(--privacy purposes--)or PoohBear. I'm not sure whether it would be good or bad if she reads this, but if she does, I hope she stays happy with him I guess. I'm not sure what to hope anymore. If you're reading this, and you should know I'm talking about you, now do you know why I did what I did? I certainly hope you do. I did it for you.

See, now you're happy with J(--privacy purposes--) aren't you? So my plan, worked, I guess. I'm not completely sure.

APOLOGIES: I'm really sorry if I hurt you, I didn't mean to, and I didn't realise you read my blog. Maybe you just started, but if you read this post, and get hurt or offended by it, I'm sorry. It was something that I thought I had to do, but then again, maybe I didn't. I'm not completely sure of what I was thinking then, as I was only 12, when I decided on the plan. I'm really Really REALLY sorry.

I'm also very sorry to the girl (that was mentioned in the first paragraph) I well, misused in my plan, I hope you forgive me for telling you such a big lie that redefined the meaning of petsister and petbrother in your heart. I'm sorry.

The Disclaimer's Union go crazy in this post. Beware of Disclaimers.

Question: Where do you go to become slim?

ANSWER: SLIM RIVER!

Disclaimer = I'm not sure where that is, but I saw a signboard showing you the way towards Slim River. I was on the way back to Galvin's house from Damai Laut. There's no picture to show as proof due to the extent that I wasn't ready for it, and after I saw two signboards showing you the way to it near each other, I never saw another.
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"You told her? Man, you must really have some guts." - Human A
"I didn't want to lah! Now look what I've done." - Human B

Disclaimer = Due to privacy purposes of the (blog's [and the] two people that was the topic of the conversation, nothing more can be revealed about the conversation.
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People keep asking the same repetetive question: "Eh, so how's Australia ah?"

I feel like telling them: "Eh, how about swapping places? Then you can experience Australia yourself, then I can live in Malaysia until you don't want to live in Australia anymore. Once my time's up, then I'll swap places with someone else."

I want to stay in Malaysia...even though the minimum wage here is like RM 3.50.

Disclaimer: If anyone powerful from the Malaysian government is reading this, I know Malaysia is a developing country, and surely they can't match wages like Australia and other developed countries, but don't you think RM 3.50 is a bit harsh? At least change the law, set the minimum wage at RM 4.00. AT LEASTRM 4.00.
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Disclaimer: Reading one of these Disclaimers are perfectly fine. They don't make you cross any picket lines like attending the upcoming Oscars do.
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Not getting updates? Read why!

Nasi Lemak on Air Asia X = RM 25
20 days in Malaysia = Priceless

Mastercard. Accepted Worldwide.
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So expensive right you think? But then le, come to think of it, in Australia, I think Nasi Lemak costs at least $5, which is around RM 15, and RM 25 is only around $6.75. Once you convert it, it's so cheap, also considering the fact that there was really nothing to do on the plane.

There wasn't entertainment at all - you couldn't even rent a Nintendo DS like entertainment system to entertain you on board. It was really boring. Note to self = What to do next time? Fly Jetstar! They, Jetstar, at least offer you the chance to rent the Nintendo DS like entertainment system for a price!

Anyway, going to go back to Damai Laut hotel now. It's already 9:52 PM and I was supposed to play Pool, which cost RM 5.00! per game. 2 years ago when I was there it was only RM 3.00! Inflation man! If you want to use the computer there, it was RM 5.00 for half an hour, which was so expensive ALREADY. Now, they increased it up to RM 10.00 for HALF AN HOUR! Crazy right?

Gotta go, will talk more about it some other time.
Tyr

Quote of many quotes =

Uncle _ _ _ _ _ _ to ME: "Eh, she your girlfriend right?"
ME to Uncle _ _ _ _ _ _: "No la."
(Insert the girl's name) to Uncle _ _ _ _ _ _: "Why, don't let ah?"

And guess what, I used to like her! Man. Added in on 17/02/08: Then again, come to think of it, it could also mean she wanted Uncle _ _ _ _ _ _ to stop, so she said that. He used to tease me about it when I used to help there - I helped in the 6 year old class right up until I left for Adelaide on 07/07/06, and when I went back, he started again! Does he still remember he used to do that to me 2 years ago? Hmmm...

Deal or No Deal?

Deal or No Deal?

So I was wondering what Anne, Jim, Li, and Gracie (who came over to celebrate the New Year with us) like 30 minutes before the start of the year 2008 and caught them on *drum roll* Kennysia's Blog. What were they doing at Kennysia's blog? I was thinking "Deng..." until I saw that they were actually watching Deal or No Deal: Malaysia! Who was the contestant? Who else? Kenny! Who's such a loser! To know why, go check out the amount of money that he won! Man...

(Look for a 29th December 2007 post, which is the second from the top or maybe third if he updates tomorrow. If you can't find the post, then you must be reading in the year 2009 or something.)

It's time to say: 'Goodbye' 2007, 'Hey' 2008!

Yes, it's that time of the year again, where it's the start of the year, new year resolutions come into effect, and a new year begins! While you might have found yourself at the end of the year just a minute ago, well guess what? You're at the start of the year now! It's up to you to reach the end again.

How exactly will you reach it? What will happen along the way? What questions in your life that you need answers to, that will be done and dusted with? Will you find yourself making really hard decisions? Will there come a time, where you have to sacrifice something for something else? Possibly the most important question though, is will YOU, survive 2008? (To watch all the action LIVE, subscribe to the SURVIVOR channel, NOW! ONLY 30 AUSSIE CENTS for 30 DAYS! [Nah, it's really all up to Y-O-U - Your Own Usage of the year]
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In other whew, rather blistering hot news, and I DO mean hot Hot HOt HOT news, the weather for the last day of the year 2007, was very Very VEry VERy VERY UNKIND to us people in Adelaide, Australia. It was, think 30 degrees celsius? Nah. Maybe you're thinking 35 degrees celsius? Nah. Oh come on, surely 40 degrees celsius you'd say? Nah. It was 41 degrees celsius! 41 I tell you! How *gasps for breath* hot *gasps for breath* was *gasps for breath* that! *gasps for breath*

Plus, I played cricket with Li for 1 hour at least, and maybe 1 hour and 45 minutes (at most) in the 41 degrees celsius heat! Batting wasn't that hard, because I didn't really have to run, so that was okay. Once I changed to bowling though, it was a whole different story. Bowling seam up (there's this white thread [I think] on the cricket ball, and it's facing straight), I had to run every ball to bowl to Li (that's how you bowl seamers) and even my feet was heating up!

Every 3 balls, I had to drink a bit of water. As I kept on bowling, after EVERY ball I had to drink a bit of water, so that gives you an idea of the heat when you run in those conditions and I even ended up resorting to bowling spinners (meaning the ball rotates)! Everything was going alright, until three quarters way through my bowling spell! The water which I really Really REALLY needed, was finished.

Alas, I continued bowling spinners, which took less energy than seamers (the run up is shorter) but still tooke some, for the rest of my bowling spell. When we swapped places, me going to bat, and Li going to bowl, for the last time, I opted for the drinks break to refill my water bottle. Li bowled for around 30 more balls (5 proper overs in international cricket), and I batted for 30 more balls too (which would make sense), until we decided to end the day, for we were far too tired.

(I have to sleep, so I might continue this post tomorrow or just post a new post. A reminder to everyone that 2008 IS a LEAP YEAR and it contains an extra day, with it being the 29th of February, and therefore consists of 366 days!

[Oh, and the real posting time is actually 1:54 AM. I just changed it to make it look like I posted this exactly on the stroke of 12 AM.]

Till then, wishing you a Happy New Year,
Tyr